What If

What if someone already wrote this?

What if I post too many things at once?

What if I don’t post enough?

What if my writing’s too generic?

What if no one reads it?

What if I made mistakes?

What if I’m not a good writer?

What if I just stopped writing?

What if they can’t tell what I’m writing about?

What if I accidentally offended someone?

What if I lose all my writing?

What if this doesn’t make sense?

What if I never become a noticed writer?

What if someone hates my writing?

What if… I stopped being paranoid?

Would I be able to write something that feels original?

Would I be able to post as many things as I want?

Would I be able to not posts things for a few days?

Would I be able to write something comepletly unique?

Would I be able to overlook how many views I have?

Would I be able to write something flawless?

Would I be able to not care if I’m a good writier or not?

Would I be able to never stop writing again?

Would I be able to write things that gave people meaning?

Would I be able to make someone feel good about themselves?

Would I be able to make my writing last forever?

Would I be able to write carefree?

Would I be able to become a well-liked writer?

Would I be able to write something everyone loved?

Would I be able to… be content about my writing?

What if I could stop asking myself these questions?

Would I be able to see through my strengths and weaknesses?

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Beautiful Words (Rant Or Monologue?) #001

Through all my mental anguish there are few things that keep me from falling over the edge. Things like my music and my work, but the things that makes me feel satisfied are beautiful words. Those unique words I find on Pinterest and Tumblr are what makes me happy. I love to collected them and enhance my writing. To most others it must seem strange to love peculiar words, but I don’t care. Learning words that are spelt in such a pleasing way and pronounced to sound like a lullaby are the beautiful words that I love. I have an entire list of them. Right now that list is at 423 and will continue to grow. It’s not all English words either; There are foreign words that have no meaning in English, Japanese ones are my favorite. The way Japanese words are spelt in English is so pleasing. I always double check their meanings too. I’m a very precise person who doesn’t like error in writing. I’ve found quite a few words that have different dictionary definitions then the posts I find. As odd as it seems beautiful words distracted me from the torment of real life.

That’s all I have for my little rant on beautiful words. I just felt like writing about something, besides poetry. I might posts more rants like this in the future. We’ll see how I feel about it.

Also thank you to my three followers. I’m very greatful that you all like my writing enough to follow me.

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